I got a call yesterday.
"I just wanted to let you know I've been thinking about you."
Okay, not that unusual. I occasionally get phone calls from people I haven't spoken to in awhile.
"I'm worried about you SPDR."
A little bit unusual. Out of the blue, worried about me.
"I have a confession to make; I've been reading your blog. I read every post, even the back-links."
That sort of explains it.
I have no idea who you are, all you ghost readers. It's okay, I'm not complaining. I'm glad you're reading. I'm happy you keep coming back for more. I hope something I say can inspire you. It'd be awesome though if you could drop me a line and let me know who you are or where you're reading from, especially if we know each other IRL. Maybe I gave you my url once upon a time and you've been following my rantings since. Comment, email, text, call... I'd love to touch base.
And please, don't worry about me. I'm fine. I process through writing (and talking), so even though I know that a lot of my stuff hasn't been that happy recently, I promise, I'm doing okay. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
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Hiiiiiii.
ReplyDeleteI decided to pull out my deeply hidden/ forgot that it existed wordpress account in order to comment.
As far as I know, we don't know each other, but I deeply appreciate your blog and the posts that you share.
They really made me think and come just when I need to refocus. I am not sure how I even came across it as I have been following blogs for quite sometime and I only came across your blog last november.
Thanks for commenting!
DeleteI'm so glad I can inspire you.